okay, so i finally settled down and have about a month before everything goes havoc again. currently i'm immensely bored with nothing to do at all

but it's surprisingly okay because i know not too long i'm going to have this hectic schedule where i wish for this excruciating boring old days to pass my time where i can just sit back and watch the movies.

and i realize without human contact my life is pretty much monotone and though i do have some stuff to do i.e. writing and posting on time, my emotions are not jumbled up and wild anymore.

which is great, ah right?
right.